MEDITATIONS AND VISIONS

December 14, 2005

I had another dip into a journey of the mind and heart today, in my "lie down and receive universal energy" meditation.

Similar to the one where I felt I was travelling between two worlds.

This was a little different, very strong.

Last night was a turmoil for me in my head, lots of negative thoughts, and this morning/day my body was weak and feverish.

I left an sms (text message) with Elizabeth St. John, my healer in London. I got a reply from her quickly - from Borobodur in Java! I was so delighted! (I had no idea she was there). She replied that she would say prayers.

And then I went to bed. I lay there, I heard, "you are not sick, the planet is."

I felt a complete shift inside me, as if there was an energetic movement, from inside to outside. The whole thing is difficult to describe. I had a sense that the body is this planet, and at the same time, that the earth was resting on my body, and at other times it was a ball in each hand and underneath each foot.

I wasn't sure what to 'do' with this (!). I heard myself say the words, "go to the head", so I took my attention into my skull, where places had pressure or pain or other sensations. I had an image of all the politicians and other people who make decisions that could affect us all - about the environment, wars and so on. I just stayed there for a while, feeling.

I then had a deep sensation in my heart, quite painful. I took my attention there, and heard, "it's the people'". Not all of us, but those in despair or suffering. Those who have given up hope. The last place that called me was my belly, breathing in and out. It felt like the breathing belly of the planet, alive, breathing. There also were moments when I was 'with' other parts of my body, and had images at the same time. When I was with my kidneys I saw beautiful fresh waterfalls.

Often images of an 'idyllic' planet came to me.

I tried not to push what I want for the world, but to just be with what came up.

And then it was over.

I'd like to invite us to sit in meditation, on Friday the 16th and Saturday the 17th. I sit, or lie down, and bring full awareness to my body. The times I'll be doing this are 3 p.m. and 11 p.m, Paris, France time.

I don't know what is 'right' for me or for this planet, so my sense is to just sit and be with what comes up inside my being.

I just checked Google now, and see that it's full moon, and was at its fullest exactly at the end of my meditation today. The sun transits Pluto on Friday, and I hear that the 18th and 19th are also very powerful astrologically.